Feeling Guilty

I am currently sitting in the student lounge, pretty much doing nothing. I’m feeling pretty guilty about it too. I know I have things to do: laundry, dishes, cleaning, etc. But all of those things are at home. And I am here. Stuck, still without a car.

I feel like I have grand ambitions of being highly productive. But I can never quite reach my lofty goals of the day. Like today for example, I was going to get up early, make lunch for Mac and I to take in our lunch boxes, then get off to work (after taking out the trash) by 7:05. That would leave plenty of time to stop for coffee, get dropped off and have Mac arrive on time at 7:30. The day did not quite start like that, however. The alarm went off and Mac got up and got dress, all without stirring me a bit. So I got up late, had no time for lunch or trash, and left at 10 past. Then along the way I remember that I hadn’t left the water running, so since it was 35 below, we decided we’d better turn around and turn it on. No time for coffee now. ☹

I have to work until 11:00, when I make my way across campus for class. Then, I thought, I could use my 2-hour break to hit the gym, but that would involve carting along gym clothes and shoes and toiletries. I think I’ll pass on that, at least until I have a car to stash my shit in. So then it was my idea to head back to work and get some extra hours in, until I saw the schedule and realized I’d be stuck in a very small office with three of the most annoying individuals in existence. Not to mention, I pretty much finished all of my work this morning and I would undoubtedly be assigned some tedious and bothersome task. Nope, pass again.

So I guess I’ll just chill out here until my next class, wasting time. After class I have about and hour and a half until work. Shitty part is that I can only get one ride. So straight to the theater I’ll go, just to waste more time. Perhaps I’ll take a nap on the “couch” in the office…